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August 9th, 2008
10:50 pm http://breezethroughtime.blogspot.com/
My life post college. San Francisco and Boston.
I'll be updating that blog from now on so go read that instead of this.
kbye.
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September 6th, 2005
12:39 am - Hey <3 So...
These are going to be friends only from now on. I'm not going to bother with the really old ones, but the more recent entries and the ones to come are friends only :)
Mmmmkay bye!
P.S. Comment if you want to be my friend! I'll probably add you anyways. And don't worry, no one's getting deleted (not like any of you were worried anyways...) Current Mood: amused
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February 11th, 2005
07:52 pm - I guess an update would be good...
So I haven't touched this lj in a long time. Now sounds like a good time!
LA was incredible! It was a lot of fun. Honestly, since i didn't have such high expectations, it easily exceeded them. It went really slowly but looking back at it, it went super fast. It was an awesome trip though.
Anyways, so I'm going to FSU for vocal performance. I'm officially in to the University and the School of Music. Horray!!!! I'm going to college. aahhh what a wonderful thought.
Let's see, school is sucking. Especially since i'm rediculously behind in everyone of my classes. And of course, senioritis is oozing from every crevice of my body, so that doesn't help my case. May 28th can't be any farther away. Lord help me.
( LA Trip :) ) Current Mood: calm Current Music: Bright Eyes - Jason Mraz
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December 27th, 2004
09:03 pm - Survey :) What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Let's see, I applied to college. Watched a lot of close friends graduate and leave. Nothing really monumental.
Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I don't know if i even made one last year. Maybe i should make one this year. Loose weight and keep it off. I can loose it, just can't keep it away :P
Did anyone close to you give birth? Not anyone really close. I think my cousin's wife did.
Did anyone close to you die? Yes.
What countries did you visit? Definately visited the Bahamas. That was it though for the out of country experiences.
What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? I think real happiness. I was really happy in the beginning of 2004. Then after spring break i had one extreme disappointment after another with a few moments where the clouds parted. I just haven't had at least a large span of time where i have been honestly 100% happy since the beginning of 2004 and 2003.
What was your biggest achievement of the year? Hmmm. I guess the NFAA thing is cool. I really don't know. I don't think i had one that stuck out.
What was your biggest failure? Biggest failure? I dont' know. I have had a lot of failures, no one specifically really seems to be more monumental than the others.
What was the best thing you bought? clothes?
Whose behavior merited celebration? I guess this year i'm finally figuring out who my real/true friends are. I guess those who have come through for me merit celebration. horray for you!
Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Probably those who i though were close to me, but really weren't.
Where did most of your money go? City place lunch! good lord that place is expensive. and all of these christmas gifts. they're really good this year, so everybody better appreciate them.
What did you get really, really, really excited about? The thought of going away to college (if i get in anywhere!)
What song will always remind you of 2004? i dont' really know.
Compared to this time last year, are you: Happier or sadder? sadder Thinner or fatter? probably fatter. i was sick last year at this time and i lost a ridiculous amount of weight at that time.
Richer or poorer? richer in the account, but if you look at the wallet, probably poorer.
What do you wish you'd done more of? Been more dedicated to school. Been happy with things at the moment.
What do you wish you'd done less of? looked to the future so much. although, thats what i'm doing now, since earlier this year things were great and now i need to speed time up a lot.
How will you be spending christmas? I was with my mom and dad! :)
Did you fall in love in 2004? nope.
How many one-night stands? none.
what were your favorite TV programs? Will and Grace, I love the 90's (although all the other "i love the ??'s" programs were great too), 7th heaven
Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? Hate is such a strong word...
What was the best book you read? Okay tie between 4. I loved them all and couldn't decide. The Lovely Bones, The DaVinci Code, Angels and Demons, and The Perks of Being a Wallflower.
What was your greatest musical discovery? iunno
What did you want and get? I guess the whole boyfriend thing was a good experience as a whole. Since my middle school boyfriends don't count in my mind. I had an awesome junior year, so that was something i wanted and got. I got good friends and really just enjoyed everything.
What did you want and not get? An awesome senior year. At the moment i'm lacking in that department.
What were your favorite films of this year? Okay, so I saw Phantom of the Opera again, and i didn't criticize this time, and i did enjoy it because i love andrew lloyd webber and i love the musical. But that's just cuz i saw it recently. Ummm I really liked Ocean's 12. What else. Oh! I liked Matchstick Men. And of course, Napolean Dynamite.
What did you do on your birthday? Everyone was in 1st hour for 5 hours and since pam, eleonor, lindsey and i don't have a 1st hour, we went out to breakfast at cracker barrel. Then went to school, came home, went out to dinner, ate cake and went to bed.
How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? i dunno. i re-discovered skirts this year. that's always a good thing.
What kept you sane? friends, but sometimes that didn't work out. music, but lately that's been driving me insane. i dont' know. when one isn't working, i just go to the other.
Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Let's see. I told my mom the other day taht i was going to marry Johnny Depp. I'll say Johnny Depp since we will be married when i turn 18 ;)
What political issue stirred you the most? nothing. i'm not really involved.
Who did you miss? my friends who went to college, came home and have made little, if no effort whatsoever. i've really been let down by this one.
Who was the best new person you met? Everyone at camp was pretty awesome i guess.
Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: stay positive.
Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: I really couldn't. Cuz of course, whatever I have playing right now is going to be the only song that i can think of. So, since i have Phantom of the Opera playing, Music of the night wins, even though it has absolutley nothing to do with this year.
"let your mind start a journey through a strange new world leave all thoughts of the world you knew before let your soul take you where you want to be only then can you belong to me" Current Mood: nostalgic
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December 24th, 2004
08:35 pm "Bethlehem Town" by Jars of Clay:
"Oh Mary, Joseph, rest your eyes and try not to think of the ending World full of empty, He will die, but tonight He is still just a child
The silent night drifts all away And the angels are dancing around you There's the joy of knowing He'll save the world overshadowing pain that He'll go through
And have you cursed at the wind? Have you cried to the heavens? Have you fought with this mercy you don't understand When the wise men kneel down To kiss the hand of this King they found in Bethlehem town?
Will you hold back the years for a while? Will you dream that this Man could always be a child And never carry all the weight of the dirt and the distance and the company we keep?
And have you cursed at the wind? Have you cried to the heavens? Have you fought with this mercy you don't understand When the wise men kneel down To kiss the hand of this King they found in Bethlehem town?
And did the stars shine much brighter that night When you gave birth to the death that would bring us to life? And did the mystery keep you awake? Was the sound of His little heart too much to take? No, I don't understand when the wise men kneel down To kiss the hand of this King they found.
And have you cursed at the wind? Have you cried to the heavens? Have you fought with this mercy you don't understand When the wise men kneel down To kiss the hand of this King they found in Bethlehem town?" I felt the urge to post these lyrics. Besides this is my journal and i never really use it for it's real purpose, i might as well once and awhile. I felt this urge to show the entire world the lyrics to this song.
Jars of Clay does an incredible job of portraying the fact that Jesus may have been born for us this evening, but we need to remember that there is a terrible yet wonderful ending in the future. Just reading these lyrics and listening to this song always gets me in that "soft spot" where i can't help but think that this man was born with the sole purpose of teaching us about our Father and then just to simply sacrifice his life for us.
"And did the stars shine much brighter that night when you gave birth to the death that would bring us to life."
I wish everyone a happy and wonderful Christmas. God Bless. Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: Bethlehem Town
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December 17th, 2004
08:56 pm Heeey...
So i got a solo. Part of me wonders if i got it because of my whole situation with her and my parents and stuff or if i really earned it. Not a great feeling. Especially since we lost and she won. And i don't get to sing cuz i have to go to her rehearsal.
But here is something that makes me have a great feeling all while knowing i earned it: Getting an A in physics!!!! HORRAAAY!
Anyways:
7:30 Chorus Concert Meyer Hall Saturday... TOMORROW!
Everybody should go!
Today was a pretty good day actually.
I expect to see everyone tomorrow night <3 Current Mood: calm Current Music: O Holy Night - Sixpence none the richer
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October 20th, 2004
10:16 pm So i'm doing one of those +/- updates since i haven't updated lately
College + I'm finished with my FSU application(s) and i'm partway done with UCF and UF - i just realized that UF's essays are different than FSU's and UCF's - i wrote a 500 word essay for FSU and UCF's maximum word count is 250 +/- find out SAT scores online on Friday :-/ - have to make my NFAA recording next friday. Not going to do well very unprepared. - have to write that pathfiner essay (that i'm not going to win anyways) due next week. do i even bother? - still need to look in to applying at BU and Rice (but the likelyhood that i'm going to get into those schools is very low also)
School + i missed friday and monday - no more half days or other days off + no longer missing end of winter break (not that it really matters for us since we'll be gone for all state anyhoo) - i dont' really like my classes all that much + didn't miss any work on monday or friday except for a movie in P.E. - we stopped playing volleyball in P.E. :( + we started playing badmitten (sp?) + i'm going grocery shopping and getting married in ms. kessler's economics class + we got fitted for our caps and gowns in english + graduation is May 21st - i think i failed an AP Physics test we took last week. and this new unit is hard too. - i screwed up in taht test we took in chorus on the moon. oh well.
Church + i am the soloist and sing weekly at the informal service and i really like it - i missed last weekend (but they were doing bad songs anyways) + i'll be there this weekend
Other +++++ only 7 months till schools out + my 17th birthday was last wednesday - boring weekend ahead - can't go to autumn's thingy + went to Rochester NY this weekend and froze my butt off but saw my sister and nieces. + hopefully will start staying up in singer island next weekend --- have to keep my room super clean so the house can be shown (which is a big challenge)
Well that was a wrap up of everything lately i think... okee bye! Current Mood: calm
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September 23rd, 2004
09:42 pm - Katie and I are cool... XoXSweetyPie1013 [9:25 PM]: katie, my friend since elementary school has not called me for 4 weeks. she has not IMed me. they're not going to IM you. it's over BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:27 PM]: i guess i just had more faith in their promises XoXSweetyPie1013 [9:27 PM]: i did too XoXSweetyPie1013 [9:27 PM]: but i figured that since this much time has gone by, i don't see why things are going to change now XoXSweetyPie1013 [9:27 PM]: so now i'm pulling you and going to be a stubborn b. BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:28 PM]: i guess no matter how much we thought we mattered, we didnt matter enough BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:28 PM]: im not a b. BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:28 PM]: lol BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:28 PM]: but i am stubborn BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:28 PM]: its not even that XoXSweetyPie1013 [9:28 PM]: well i'll be a stubborn b. BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:29 PM]: its just that, i will make an effort, but if i feel there is no effort coming back my way, why should i continue BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:29 PM]: ? BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:29 PM]: it will just get annoying to a pount BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:29 PM]: *poin BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:29 PM]: **point BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:29 PM]: gosh lol XoXSweetyPie1013 [9:29 PM]: exactly! XoXSweetyPie1013 [9:29 PM]: i feel like i've done my part XoXSweetyPie1013 [9:29 PM]: and i'm about to teter on annoying BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:29 PM]: i want them to call me because they miss me and because they care and because they want to XoXSweetyPie1013 [9:29 PM]: so i'm just going to stop BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:29 PM]: not because im annoying ya know XoXSweetyPie1013 [9:30 PM]: but because you don't want to be. BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:31 PM]: something is just always going to be more important than a even a 5 second phone call BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:32 PM]: at least i got to see liz today XoXSweetyPie1013 [9:32 PM]: aw yeah! XoXSweetyPie1013 [9:32 PM]: how did that go? XoXSweetyPie1013 [9:32 PM]: how is she? BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:32 PM]: shes good. i miss her! BrOkEnTrUtH17 [9:32 PM]: we might get to hang out tomorrow
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September 7th, 2004
05:05 pm So good to be home :)
Ran away to naples, but came back today. Not too much damage. Don't really have a pool screen anymore, but no trees fell over on our house. The yards a mess too. Otherwise, all is well at home.
School's closed till Friday.
http://www.sun-sentinel.com/news/weather/hurricane/sfl-cbrowskl07sep07,0,4255626.story?coll=sfla-news-hurricane
GOD NO!
I'm SO BORED!!!!!!!
I've had WAAAAY too much bonding time with my family. I can't handle this :(
I'm looking at it this way: The sooner we go back to school, the sooner we graduate.
And just think, Ivan's on the way! great.
If we don't go back to school next week, we have to make up these lost days somewhere... so basically, we might as well not be having a spring break. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: call back in the morning
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September 2nd, 2004
09:59 am - Frances go away! Everyone PLEASE be safe. Especially those of you up in the northern county. I love you all. BE SAFE!
I'm actually kinda scared/worried.
If you are in it's path (jupiter area) PLEASE leave!!!!! I will die if something happens to any of you :(
<3 everyone be safe and God bless <3 Current Mood: worried Current Music: news channel...
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August 30th, 2004
09:01 pm - The Saints and Angels Soooooong I don't know why i'm so unhappy. But from now on we can just assume that I'm not happy with this year, so i'll stop posting such negative posts. Just assume i'm not enjoying this year.
So i've got to start applying to colleges. i really want to just go to FSU. It's got such a good music program, I already know a few of the professors, I love tallahassee (still close to home, yet far enough away), and it just feels right. You know? When it just sort of fits? That's how i feel about FSU.
Umm this past weekend = good. Friday, Katie slept over, chilled with Madison. Saturday, hung out with laura in the evening. Sunday, beached it with the youth group. Overall, very good actually. I smiled :)
Next weekend? hurricane maybe? that's what i thought If not, i actually might go to Cali (yes this last minute). Unlikely though. Current Mood: confused Current Music: The Love of God
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August 22nd, 2004
08:13 pm so....
school's pretty boring. really boring actually. senior year isn't all it's cracked up to be.
I saw matt perform last night! That made me super happy!!!! He was SOOOO GOOD! :)
These ladies tried to run over jeri me and katie. Almost died. So close. Bitches.
Ummm... what else? I have a lot of school work that i still haven't done... and it's 8:20 on Sunday night. i'm so good :)
So yeah i have spyware and it's not completely deleted. Any ideas how i can get rid of all of it? Adaware did some of it's job... but not the whole thing.
Everyone left for college. Kinda wierd. I'm jealous.
BTW, i think i'm going to make this "friends only"... Current Mood: blah
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August 12th, 2004
09:01 pm - Now I lay me doooown to sleeeeeeeep... So school sucks. Hardcore.
I really hate it. I want to graduate and get out of here. I mean, i'm already praying that school is cancelled for tomorrow.
I trutfully thought i would have been really sad about all of the graduated seniors not being here, but i'm really not. I love them all to death but sometime during the summer, I accepted the fact that they weren't going to be here without even acknowledging my doing so. So basically, it doesn't feel wierd that they're not here.
But then certain graduates show up at school/tri-rail and kill my senior-ness (cough cough, justin, holly, madison...). Somehow when any of them are around, i don't feel like I'm a senior anymore.
I liked my classes/schedule a lot better last year, but the world won't end. I'll survive.
Plus my class seems to be getting jipped (sp?) with everything (guidance counselors, new/retarded school/bell schedule, ms sparks' injury... even though that wasn't really anyone's fault). Siiigh.
Hopefully my negativity will wear off quite soon...
I guess i'm just not "feeling" this year.
OH! And love and prayers to all of my summer friends in and around tampa, jacksonville and anywhere else in the path of charley. Be safe. Current Mood: bummed
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August 1st, 2004
09:10 pm - Picture time! So heres some pictures from FSU. Better late then never right?
( FSU PICTURES CLICK HERE!!!!>
Diana and I )
Anyways.. yeah... soooo lately hung out with laura a looot and hung out with matt and alicia and diana for a little while the other night. Hung out with autumn last weekend. Otherwise... been doing summer work and other SAT homework. Work's FINALLY over. Leaving for a cruise to the bahamas Friday :) School sucks. just fyi. Current Mood: bored Current Music: Meant to live - switchfoot
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July 26th, 2004
10:39 pm My schedule:
1st - dual enrollment... in what???? i dont' know. 2nd - pe. great. 3rd - ensemble 4th - economics honors 5th - ap english 6th - ap physics 7th - singers
started the sat course today. SO MUCH FUN! OH MY GOSH! YOU ALL SOOOOO HAVE TO GO TO THIS THING!!!!
it is soooo much fun!!!!!!!
not.
i'm now the 3rd graders counselor. some of them are sooooo bad. and they hate me. oh boo hoo. a 3rd grader doesn't like me. i'm not accepted. waaaaah. whatever. Current Mood: pessimistic Current Music: Pieces of Me
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July 21st, 2004
07:05 pm So...
I got my license!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
The DMV ACTUALLY gave it to me and said i passed the test. Wow... lmao. I can't believe I passed. Current Mood: surprised Current Music: Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
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July 14th, 2004
09:02 pm - I stole this from Laura... thanks! (What can i say? i was bored) 1. First Name: Caroline > >2. Were you named after anyone? Yeah,somebody in my family whos probably not alive anymore > >3. Do you wish on stars? i used to when i was little. > >4. Which finger is your favorite? I guess my ring finger > >5. When did you last cry? uh... probably last week at work :/ > >6. Do you like your handwriting? eh. not really > >7. What is your favorite lunch meat? turkey > >8. Do you have any bad habits? I'm with laura... i'm sooo messy. otherwise... i guess i bounce my leg a lot. and i'm always playing with something on my hands > >9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? It's a tie between 98 degrees and NSYNC > >10. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? I hate this question. > >11. Are you a dare-devil? HA no > >12. Have you ever told a secret you swore to never tell? probably but i bet it was unintentional > >13. Do looks matter? to an extent > >14. Do fish have feelings? uh... i dont know > >17. Are you trendy? maybe? > >18. How do you release anger? music? or screaming obscenities into a pillow > >19. Where is your second home? iunno. during the school year probably school :-P otherwise, i guess i'm at katies and madison's houses a lot? > >20. Do you trust others easily? no not really. but i do have a lot of people i can trust > >21. What was your favorite toy as a child? i loved leggos. yeah i was a tomboy > >22. What class in school do you think is totally useless? HEALTH AND HUMANITIES FRESHMAN YEAR > >23. Do you have a journal? yes... > >24. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Yeah right, never... > >25. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? No lol > >27. What are your nicknames? carolineee.. and care bear :-P > >28. Would you ever bungee jump? no! HAHAHA > >29. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? nope > >31. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? chocolate and vanilla swirl! or i like phish food from ben and jerry's > >32. What's your favorite color? pink > >33. What is your least favorite food? any vegetables... and salmon > >34. How many wisdom teeth do you have? 4 i guess > >35. Are you in love with anyone? no > >36. How many people have a crush on you right now? none to my knowledge > >37. Who do you miss most right now? all of my camp friends :( haley, maggie, hunter... the list continues :( > >38. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back? ... > >39. What color pants are you wearing? I'm wearing jean shorts > >40. What are you listening to right now? Philosophy - Ben Folds Five > >41. What are the last 4 digits of you telephone number? 4821 > >42. What was the last thing you ate? a piece of chocolate :) > >44. How is the weather right now? It's dark outside... cuz it's night! otherwise it was cloudy earlier... > >45. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? um a solicitor? otherwise i guess my parents...? > >46. First thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes > >47. How are you today? i left work early cuz i was sick. i'm fine now though. i'm kinda lazy. i didn't really do anythign today. > >48. Favorite drink? Dr. Pepper > >49. Favorite alcoholic drink? ?? > >51. Hair color? brown... with some blonde here and there > >52. Eye color? brown... blah > >53. Do you wear contacts? no... but i should > >54. Siblings and their ages? two half sisters... Allison is... 30 something and Robin is 30 something also! > >55. Favorite month? um. October? > >56. Favorite food? Pizza or anything Italian... or anythign sugary > >57. Last movie you watched? The Girl with the Pearl Earring.. oh and i watched some of Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's stone.. it was on the other night > >58. Favorite day of the year? um October 13th? lol > >59. Are you too shy to ask someone out? i dont' think so... but i've never been put in that situation > >60. Scary movies or happy endings? happy endings > >61. Summer or winter? winter in Florida... otherwise, summer anywhere else > >62. Hugs or kisses? depends. both are good :) > >63. Relationships or one-night stands? Relationships > >64. Do you want your friends to write back? ... > >65. Who is most likely to respond? ? > >66. Who is least likely to respond? ? > >67. Living arrangement? My parents in boca for now... but we're moving to Singer Island in the fall! :) > >68. What book are you reading? just finished The Lovely Bones but i'll probably start DaVinci Code soon hopefully. > >69. Favorite board game? Monopoly... lol i played that waaaay too much last year > >70. What did you watch on TV last night? I love the 90's... and i like that show! > >71. Favorite smells? Lancome Miracle or anythign vanilla scented > >72. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the >morning? Work... ugh...
SoOoOoO kinda bored... yeah... bye! Current Mood: blah Current Music: Army Ben Fold's Five
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July 11th, 2004
10:12 pm I don't think I can ever hear that Black Eyed Peas song "Where is the love?" without smiling and fondly thinking of our choral stupidity.
anyways... Life is grand. Reached a low point at work, but things made a turn for the better.
So i guess an update? Monday went with Laura to see "The Notebook". SO GOOD. I cried :(
Did NOTHING on Tues. Wed. and Thurs.
Friday, went over to Katie's. Biked over to Subway and ate healthy! Then at 7:15 we realized we weren't going to make our 7:40 movie... but we tried anyways.
Somewhere Matt met up with us... instead of a movie we ended up driving randomly and stopped by Katie's friend's house... once we found it.
Drove to a book store. wandered around there for awhile. were going to see a movie, but didn't.
Went to Matt's house for awhile where HE PLAYED FOR US! :) It made me so happy. Went back to Katie's house... started watching a movie. I fell asleep. Matt woke me up when he left. Ended up staying awake for the remainder of the movie... went to bed at 4:30.
Parents picked me up. drove up and around singer island for the day... exploring...
Sunday. Church. Beach with my church buddies. It was good. Now I'm home.
Decent Weekend. Sorry for the deathly uninteresting update. bye! Current Mood: lazy Current Music: Only Hope - Mandy Moore
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July 3rd, 2004
06:54 pm Soooo i'm home from FSU. I'm really glad to be home, but I also miss everyone :(
So I learned a lot, and everyone was, of course, rediculously talented.
My roommates Maggie and Hailey were the epitome of awesome! So much fun. We're going to arrange that switch right? oh yeah, diana was my roommate too, but she's not important. kidding.
Horray for a REALLY hot guy named Hunter who was for some ungodly reason attracted to me. :))))))) Boooo times 10 zillion for him living in Palm Bay. AAAAAH! Why do all good things have to have a catch? Ahhhhh sooooo hot though.
So many jokes and good times. Many more incredibly awesome people and good times, but i'm just a little too lazy to write it all out. some day i will. Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: Philosophy - Ben Folds Five
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June 30th, 2004
12:21 pm So here I am in Tally. Weee....
It's a lot different than last year. I feel that I enjoyed last year better but this year is also good too. I am learning so much from my teacher this year. That makes me really happy. Its so cool when you can watch someone else improve and then go up there and improve also.
Okay I'm done being a music dork. It's time for "supervised practice time" bleh. I'll be home on Monday. Call me people whenever you want.
Bye! Current Mood: content
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